Saturday, 11 October 2008

I cheated...

That's right, I blew it. First cheat in 3 weeks, and the scales went up 2 pounds in ONE DAY to prove it. And I blew it big time. Pizza... lots of pizza. And it wasn't even very good pizza.
I know why, though... I am so depressed. Please pray for my family. My oldest daughter has been admitted into the hospital, because of suicial threats and out of control rages. I miss her so much. I'm so worried about her. And the scary thing is that she really likes it there...
I'm not gonna cheat again right now... I know I need to stay strong. It's just that I'm having such a hard time drumming out the thoughts of "I just reallly don't care right now".

7 comments:

Tami said...

Oh Kimmi, you, your daughter and your family are and will be in my prayers.

Elly said...

Of course we'll pray. O kimmi really feeling for you. YOu have to trust your daughter to GOd. Its hard.

Brandi said...

I will pray, Kimmi. One day at a time. Trusting Him is hard, but the best thing you can do. That and pray. Thanks for sharing your trial with us.

ChristyF said...

Praying for you Kimmi.

Debs said...

Praying, Kimmi

Debbie said...

I'm praying to, dear.

Pig wot flies said...

Praying too.